Little Miss Hugs :)<3

Little Miss Hugs (:
That was the name I am known for <3

I absolutely love hugs, & as you can see.
Cuddling always makes me feel good inside.
Seriously receiving & giving hugs are my absolute favorite.



Btw. Those pictures are just some of my collection :D
But I got to say, Joshua Cruz, & Lex Galaroza are the best huggers in my life.

_dedicated to those who I have hugged (:<3

Christmas Eve.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE.
TO EVERYONE :D
Now I'm not really going to talk about my Christmas Eve this year of 2008
but rather the AMAZING days I've been this winter break because of
SECOND FAMILY:D

So we had our tradition again for our Christmas sleepover at Tito Richard's House & as always it makes me smile BIG TIME. Sharing the holidays and special occasions with them is truly a blessing because I never felt so loved and carefree around a group of people in my life. Everyone has always been wondering who my SECOND FAMILY well maybe reading this might make you understand a little more about them...

It all started from a bbq group that my parents were running in our elementary school known as St. Francis of Assisi in which they all gain service hours for the school by making barbecues for the fiesta and as my parents were running the group they began to make friendships with other parents and started the tradition in being "THE BBQ TEAM" that did the barbecue every year for the sfa fiesta. Through the long hours of our parents doing service hours, they all began a friendship that flourished more & more over time. When they had a party outside of the school & we saw all the children of the parents (who were are friends too) we began to click immediately. More and more did we hang out and plan occasions that later brought us closer like a family (: I've never realized how close we would all be until everyone started missing each other after one celebration. We started many new traditions with each other such as sleepovers, christmas & halloween outings etc. With the time I've been spending with them, I begin to fall in love with each & everyone of them and began referring them as my SECOND FAMILY.
That's how it pretty much came about D & I sure am blessed & thankful for having them in my life. Each person has made an impact in my life & I love them so much... Words really cannot express the fun we have around each other. Always smiling and supporting each other every step of the way...

SECOND FAMILY : All I want to say is thank you so much for everything that you have done, blood cannot make us any closer than we are & I love you all so much...

Failures.

F A I L U R E S

It comes in our life,
but we just have to realize that we should just face it and live on..
Don't let it bother you
Just remember it makes you stronger and wiser in many ways.
There are times when I feel stupid, upset, disappointed and sometimes
I just want to scream and give up, but I read a blog that verily impacted my life
& the attitude of this person not only touched me but made me see
that everything we face is reality & our downfalls in life can never stop us
in becoming what we dream of being in the future.

_dedicated to my inspiration in life...













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A True Friend <3

I sure haven't wrote in awhile so I guess I'm going to write before I do my homework -_-
Lame much ?!

Anyways,

I have always been surrounded by many people.
Some are called acquaintances, friends or buddies, others under the description of "i know of him/her ; or I've seen him/her before.."
But what are they really to me ?
Can I really call them as my friend or just someone that I know.

Well, in my eyes I realized who are my TRUE FRIENDS.
They are the ones whom I can run to when I'm in need
Who I can call and will ALWAYS remember to call me back or just pick it up immediately.
Who isn't afraid to tell me if my actions are wrong or right.
Who wouldn't hesitate or make up a lie if I needed something.
Who isn't afraid to be around my family.
Who would help me with my problems.

Not many people are lucky enough in finding a person who can fit this description, but I am sure blessed in having not only one, but a couple in my life.

I never really had at time to thank them, nor tell them how much they mean to me but I guess I should write about them now.

+ Kuya, Jason, Kriselle - I know they're my siblings but in my life I never realized how much they mean to me. They are the ones who made me who I am today and continue to help me perfect my imperfections..
+ "My ladies at hfhs" esp. Clariza, Shalley, Ryna, Robyn : We've been friends since freshman year or even way back to two of my ladies. But through all the drama, I never really could imagine us breaking up, that's because I know we are always here for each other NO MATTER where life takes us.
+ SECOND FAMILY esp. the kiddos :] - Now, I named you my SECOND FAMILY for a reason, and that's because I never met a group of kids that we can call each other family, since we are sooo CLOSE. You guys always light up my life and even if we see each other many times, I rarely get tired of all of you.
+ Choir esp Carol, Natalia, Josiah, & Greg - Oh how much I love you guys, seriously without you in choir I wouldn't even be there. Thanks for all the smiles & good times.
+ SFHS boys esp. martin, tino, christian, kevin, and francis: Even though some are mean to me *ahem* I'm so glad that I have you guys in my life. Thanks for everything.
+ Last but not least, GOD & MY PARENTS- they are the reason why I am here on earth. They are my role models in life and the greatest friends since the day I was born.

&& to my kuyas, ates, and adings I didn't mention you know that I love you. esp. my cousins, titos and titas :]

Talk about TRUE FRIENDS :]
I'm surely blessed.

_dedicated to all those who believe in me since day one.

A Day Out :D

So i had a day out with my ateh melodie & ryna richelle sagucio :]
Sorry for lagging the pictures :D
Ohh geez; It sure was interesting from this asian guy trying to make us look stupid
to these guys hollering at my ateh mel ;] & then going to my house.
It sure was a good day . The End.


_dedicated to ryna richelle sagucio & melodie felix

Thanksgiving :D

Happy Thanksgiving :D
So i went to mass at Holy Trinity and hearing a sermon by Father Harrigan made me realize things I haven't even remembered be thankful for. Life is too short & there shouldn't be time for worries nor problems rather think about what you have & just be grateful for it :D

Thanksgiving with the SECOND FAMILY was bomb :] I'm so thankful for having them in my life because not only have they supported & loved me but made me feel special in my own unique way:]
You just can't break us apart ; that's for sure.
Playing games; singing songs; eating; we basically do everything together :]
We're not related by blood but blood can't make us any closer than we are <33

Btw Standaughters kicked butt today !
Sorry Princsons ! hahahas :]

_dedicated to the Second Family

* I thank God :
- for blessing me in giving such a wonderful family
- for the many talents he showered upon us
- for keeping us safe & taking care us always
- for food; shelter; clothing; and great health;
- & for surrounding me by angels each 8 everyday
- thank you for keeping my faith strong Lord.

I love youuu Jesus....

Missing the good old days..

Basically I'm missing the Philippines.
There are no words to describe how AMAZING it is ..
Stress free; happy; & talk about cute filipino boys :]

Most of all I miss all my cousins & titos & titas there..
I love you all so much & I hope to go there again soon.


_dedicated to those in the pinas
especially ate tin2x ; tabet; tito chit; tito oscar
& the villafuerte cousin bunch :]

Talk about stress.

Everyone's been through stress & I know they all hate going through it...
So much work to get done; so much things to accomplish; so many mix feelings..
We seem to be drowning in our stress as we try to get our future stable
But is it really worth it ?

When i get stressed, I turn into a different person..
People can't understand what' wrong with me or how I'm just out of it
Sure it does get to me but I never realized how short life is.
Looking back from the past, I simply can't believe how time flies
& how I'm finally standing here as a junior.
Wow :] Stress has been there ever since I was young and its incredible to see
how it still follows me


Think about if we overcome stress ever since eighth grade or kinder
we can get through it now...

KEEP YOUR HEAD HIGH.

I have an stress reliever named ading khia & I just love her truly .

_dedicated to all those who are stress;
& my stress reliever ading khia.

My guardian angel

Ever since I was born, I knew I had someone who would protect me;
Someone who guided me & taught me right from wrong;
Someone in whom I can trust and run to when I was in need. He was here for me ever since I took my first breath & until now. We would have our fights & arguments but it never seem to keep us apart.

He has been blessed with so many wonderful talents that it brings many smiles to those who would watch him on stage. He possesses charisma, intelligence, adventure which doesn't make him any other guy. Words cannot express how much I truly love him. His caring gestures, his thoughtfulness, his humor & his respect towards others make him the person in which everyone would look up to. He is the gentleman in every girl's dreams and he is the older brother that many would want.



He isn't any ordinary older brother..
He is my best friend, my hero, my inspiration, my role model..
But most importantly he is my guardian angel in disguise.

Meet my Older Brother (kuya) ; Jonathan Martin V. Llamas


_dedicated to my REAL kuya...

Cousin Night Out

Have you ever had cousins who are willing to chill with you & hang out just for fun ? Yeah, I'm pretty much grateful for having such AMAZING cousins. So got picked up at 9:00 & went to eat out at yougurtland :] yum yum.Then chilled all day at my ate's house & just barely got home. I've never really realized how luckyI am to have cousins who are willing to be with me, seriously. Talk about us & rockband or guitar hero; Deng we own that game.

Favorite convos of the day :]'
- "It's in it's in" LMAO
-"you're the p***s

_dedicated to my cousins :]
ate christine;kuya james; kuya alexis; kuya paul;
kuya ten-ten; ate myra; REAL kuya; jason; kriselle
martin; michelle; issa; & kuya jeff.

Keeping me strong

I have one of the greatest best friends in my life and his name is Lex Serjan Galaroza .

He keeps me strong inside & out; & he knows how to keep me cheesing it all day long.
With his thoughtfulness, humor, and greatest hugs I know I wouldn't be the person that I am today. Kuya Lex, you have truly impacted my life tremendously and I am thankful for everything you've done for me.I love you so much & I know that are friendship is just getting stronger and closer..
You are my best friend ; my second brother at heart (kuya); my inspiration..


_dedicated to my kuya lex.

Frustration.

Frustration keeps building inside of me.
What's wrong with me ?
Am I really that bad ?
I need to get things off my mind. So many problems in life
Sometimes I just want to give up & leave everything be.
But what stops me from doing this ?
Maybe it's because I've met so many people in my life who
influences in me in so many ways.
But most of all, I have God.
People bug, criticize, and blame but knowing He's at my side makes me feel all better.

I'm done with this frustration ;
I'm going to just stick by Him.

_dedicated to Him.

Halloween O1O31O8

Time flies so fast that it seemed like yesterday I was trick or treating in my little pochantas costume. I honestly felt that this Halloween was less exciting and energizing than the other years I've been celebrating it. As much as we get older, I believe that were NEVER too young to trick or treat. Yeah that's right :] Why hesitate ? Just have fun & get some candy :]

*ahem second family :]*

_dedicated to my second family