Goodbye 2010

Its been a good year (:

[x] Graduated Holy Family High School Class of 2010
[x] Gradnite
[x] My 18th Debut
[x] Spent Summer in L.A w/ Summer Group (Siblings, Ronnel, Ryna, Cristin, Mark)
[x] Senior Prom : SFHS w/ Chris Garcia & HFHS w/ Francis Nepomuceno
[x] First time working the Vote Poll
[x] Scandinavia & Finland Tour w/ LACC
[x] Last LACC Concerts
[x] Went off to UC Merced
[x] Experience College Parties
[x] Friendship Games
[x] Made new friends
[x] Saddle Ranch
[x] Disneyland w/ Kuya Maynard & Ate Gigi & Ate Kai
[x] Six Flags w/ couple of my debut court
[x] Cousin's "Spiritual" Retreat (;
[x] Ate Christine Pregnant
[x] Spent time w/ friends especially Shalley
[x] Real World Merced Crew (: [Bryan, Chris, Ryan, Ryna, Steph, Jessica)
[x] a Disappointed Semester of college ! HAHAHA
[x] Pulled 3-4 All Nighters
[x] Clubbing w/ the Girls
[x] Cue Adventures, Sonic Adventures
[x] On the road back to Merced Adventures
[x] Movie Nights
[x] Picnics w/ Summer Group
[x] Got my license (:

Thank you Lord for this safe and blessed year. <3

Fall Semster of College

Now I haven't been on blogspot in a real long time.
Unlike tumblr, blogspot is a website that I would consider as my personal journal: talking about my life, releasing my intermix emotions, writing unforgettable memories.. etc.

And here's one to start of with : Finishing my first fall semester at UCM.
I came school with the mindset of going to the library, studying, meeting new friends, and enjoying life on my own.
Hah, now as I take on my last final, all i could really say is that this fall semester was a learning experience in shaping the life and the person I want to be. Don't get me wrong, my first semester was amazing: meeting new friends, Real World Merced Adventures, having those random talks in our room, realizing my limits with the social life, experiencing the highs and lows of friendship as well as your crush etc ... However, if I were to choose if I can redo my first semester all over again, I would absolutely say YES. Why? Well I'm happy with the things I have here however my study habits seem to be one of the things that worried and stressed me out the most. College isn't a joke, most people think its all fun and games but honestly.. Its serious business. After taking that Chem final that I hate with so much passion now, I just look back throughout the semester and blame myself thinking I could've done better. I remember when I first went to orientation and one of the professors here made a big speech about Failing and honestly he's right. "Don't be afraid to fail" I learn to accept that I have made the mistakes that has caused me to feel disappointed in myself but if I never made those mistakes then maybe in the long run.. I would be sorry.. Things happen for a reason and I just have to keep moving on. I have so many people supporting me (parents, friends) that I know I can do it and guess what I WILL. My next semester will be a new me and to prove it, I'm going to write about it onceI hit those last spring finals. WATCH ME. I guess writing all my feelings is a motivation for me to change my study habits and start realizing life and how its not as perfect and easy as I had it during all elementary and high school. Its time for me to show who I am and give my all.

Lord, I want to take this opportunity first to say thank you for blessing me with such amazing people that helped me throughout all the struggles I've faced. I know our relationship with each other have been on and off and starting this year, I am going to try to make you proud Lord. I love you and I will always have faith in you. You are my strength and I personally apologize for everything I've done to have hurt you. It is my fault and I'm sorry. Please continue to give me the guidance and strength I need to make it. I love you Lord and I'm sorry again.

Spring Semester. Its going to be different.